She had dared to hope that what had happened last time will go unheeded and without any mention of it, even though she had been told that he had been rather docile and calm afterwards, she wanted to think it didn’t had anything to do with what had happened between them, even though she had also been told about certain behaviors he had been doing since then but she was quite willing to ignore them.

Of course, life was not about to give her a break and she supposed that maybe she deserved this for doing something so stupid to begin with, she had taken advantage in a way and the guilt was still there. Not allowing her rather calm demeanor to break, she had worked too hard for it to fall this quickly, she looked at him steadily. “Does it matter if it was?”

And well no one needed to know that was indeed her first kiss, she couldn’t forget that there were people listening to them and she wasn’t sure what will happen with him if she admitted that it was, so she was going to avoid the question for the time being. “I have been told they were providing you with books, have you been enjoying those?”