“Yes, I am aware that you might not be able to remember everything.” After all, she still wasn’t sure how many years in total he had been going through all the conditioning and memory modification or whatever it was through all of these years, she was even sure yet how many times he had been, in a sense, woken up to fulfill his missions or the exact amount of time he had been awake in between, which could have entailed a lot of those procedures he had mention, hell for all he knew he was unconsciously finished offing most of his memories when he had fought nail and tooth against this particular fate. “And I have told you it’s alright if you don’t.” She had finally made peace with that possibility and accepted it now, it wouldn’t change that she wanted to help him to have a better life or be close to it.
And this was the kind of things that worried her about just how exactly he viewed her in this situation; she was just probably quite a blurry line for him between the fellow weapon, handler or the person that had been with him in the past categories. “Yes, you could have but you didn’t, you stopped before actually doing it.” He had only scared the poor man to death and that wasn’t exactly good either. “…do you want me to punish you? I am not exactly good at it you know.”
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And this was the kind of things that worried her about just how exactly he viewed her in this situation; she was just probably quite a blurry line for him between the fellow weapon, handler or the person that had been with him in the past categories. “Yes, you could have but you didn’t, you stopped before actually doing it.” He had only scared the poor man to death and that wasn’t exactly good either. “…do you want me to punish you? I am not exactly good at it you know.”