She knew he didn’t required an apology from her, he had made it clear that she didn’t needed to apologize to him, but it was something she couldn’t prevent doing so, it was part of her manners sometimes and she couldn’t change it. “Alright, in the case I can’t come to let you know I have to leave, I will make sure someone else will inform you about it.” And she will have to make sure it will be someone that will deliver the information properly and to let him know when she might be back or when anything out of the ordinary happened.

The fact that he was apparently so used and maybe even expecting the pain made her a bit angry, she knew that pain wasn’t something that should be so strange in their worlds, but from the way he talked about it, such things had been used as the main tool to shape him and bend him to other’s wills, so she had all the more reason to try to avoid doing the same, to try and break him out of the expecting pain wherever he did something wrong or the like.

“I don’t want you to deal with the pain if it can be avoided, I am aware that pain has probably been a constant in your world and with whoever you were before, but it’s something that’s not going to happen here.” Or at least not consciously, she was going to make damn sure no one hurt him even if that meant that she had to leave him alone for a bit.