[ On the other hand, Steve would much rather do it like this, where there's less viciousness, where it's less likely to turn into something awful. Steve shifts down, leans into the pillows and shivers at the biting down his back, squirming again. ]
All of the above, sometimes.
[ No sense in lying about it. He knows what's coming, past sex, of course; he knows he's going to be lost in Rumlow's head, sorting out this and that and the idea is a little terrifying, that he might find out all the awful things he's done.
His back arches a touch at the first slick press, grimacing. He's done this part before, just on his own, but it's still strange. ]
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All of the above, sometimes.
[ No sense in lying about it. He knows what's coming, past sex, of course; he knows he's going to be lost in Rumlow's head, sorting out this and that and the idea is a little terrifying, that he might find out all the awful things he's done.
His back arches a touch at the first slick press, grimacing. He's done this part before, just on his own, but it's still strange. ]
You just gonna keep talking?