Here outside of their mess of a camp full of men from multiple countries, he could disillusion himself on his path. He could tuck it away where he wasn't constantly under the urge to laugh in Steve's face and just pretend that this was all there was to life now.

"Heh, may want to start now since you never know when we'll die," he said but pressed himself harder against Steve's new body. It sure was something else. "Until we find ourselves those dames, we can enjoy each other, hmm?"