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тнє ωιηтєя ѕσℓ∂ιєя ([personal profile] disassembling) wrote in [community profile] spaces_between2014-05-29 07:53 pm

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Character: James "Bucky" Barnes &
Time period: Post-CA: TWS
Warnings: Obsessive Bucky on the loose.


At first, independence had seemed like one of his better ideas, but he had begun to revise his opinion once he had verified certain truths, taken noted of the factions searching for him, and realizing that the world was a wide landscape where a man could get lost. After he had rearmed himself from the bodies of two Hydra agents, a drug dealer, and a gang banger, he had come to realize that slipping away, hiding, being nothing at all was very easy, too easy.

He had been built on the foundation of a command structure for more than seventy years. Even before the blurred vagueness of falling, he knew order and military command. Aside from mashed up images, feelings and impressions, he knew that he had to have some manner of structure in his life. With no more commands down the line, he loitered, slipping through the shadows on Washington for awhile, finding the unsavoury places and people, leaving a few bodies in his wake and not particularly caring that they were found and televised either. A weapon bared he moved through the chaos at first because it was all he knew, listless for anything but the violence he had played a role in for so long. It lost it's purpose without the trigger of structure.

His world stagnated as he avoided those who hunted him, and he cared little for the lives he took when they found him. They came to command him because they thought he would simply bow to old standards, that he would go back to being his code name if they applied even electricity to his brain. They hadn't earned the right to command him. They were weaker than he, hadn't even survived a single encounter when he decided to throw his weight back at them. They were weak men, lost in words and hiding behind guns and dying in the shadows of buildings and trees.

Slowly, resolution began to form from the ashes of his lost command structure. He decided he would allow himself to be commanded again, that he yearned to be commanded by someone with the strength of both character and body to overtake him or at least bow him slightly with respect. Pierce had been like that, he reflected. The man hadn't needed to physically harm him to command his respect, though he remembered well being struck when he required the prompt. A few others had commanded a similar reaction deep in his guts, and his attention snapped over to them. One at a time, he decided. One searched, the other could be found if he looked.

He had been lost for a few months, considering leaving to go to Brooklyn for more pieces of an old puzzle, but he was drawn back into Washington because beating information out of a SHIELD agent had satisfied him that he would get what he wanted. As a ghost story, he knew that the only way to get proper attention was to do something not only obvious but dramatic. His depth of dramatic no doubt would be very different from others that he knew existed, but like a well-trained dog returning to his master, he knew how to get the attention that was needed to invite a recall command.

Hydra agents were not easy to find in large quantities in Washington anymore, most arrested or underground and hiding. It took him two days to find a nest of the vipers, using the old underground tunnels that he knew well. He'd ended them to prove he might not be under command, but it was something worth earning given his skills. Their bodies were left in obvious Hydra uniforms and symbols and piled high in front of the Smithsonian. As if the symbol of his loyalty degradation wasn't enough, none of the corpses had heads, and he had piled them in such a way that he could sit atop the whole mess and lounge there as obvious as the start of a new day.

Media and police were one thing, not that interesting, but he let them think they had command of him for a moment. Let them show his face around for SHIELD and Hydra and them to know he was here. Meaningless orders were ignored, people's reactions only earned a turning of his cheek in dismissal before he knew that the police presence would be a problem to slip away from. Instead he slipped from his lounging perch to ignore warnings and breaking into the Smithsonian because it suited him there. It seemed a fitting place to bow to the command of someone worthy.
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[personal profile] cloneororiginal 2014-06-01 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
Life and death had no value to Hydra. So long as their missions were accomplished, who cared how many lived and dead. Sarah had witnessed that first hand when she was sent on her first mission. No one batted an eye to the kills. When their objectives weren't met, then they got talked to and punished. Clones were less than human. Their life held no value if they couldn't produce results.

She stayed quiet, following behind him as they left the room, heading down the halls to the Captain America exhibit. When they stopped in front of the memorial to James Barnes she felt chills ran down her spine. Her eyes shifted from his face to the man pronounced dead. Well...she'd be damned. Sarah wasn't expecting this sort of twist.

"He'll be a hard man t'find..." she murmured, returning her gaze to his face.

"But, you've given me a place t'start. I don't want t'disturb you relivin'....that." she gestured her head to the memorial. As creepy as it was to know when he 'died' and who he was, she had to say...he still looked damn good for a man over fifty.

She stretched her hand out, gesturing for him to return the photo back to her. He trained her well enough to find others. It would be hard, but impossible for her to find Duncan.
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[personal profile] cloneororiginal 2014-06-01 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Cloning was part of a future Hydra wanted to create. A world where they picked the best genes and created life to serve their purpose. They could take the best of people and create beings whose sole purpose was to live up to Hydra's standards. It was the perfect way to establish and maintain control. Thus far Project Leda had been a success and prior to Hydra's fall, they wanted to keep going.

Sarah wanted to know her origins to know if she had the marker for the defective gene. She fought to keep her life and wouldn't have her own body betray her in such a fashion. The only thing standing between her finding Duncan was him.

"Maybe I want to dig deeper. It's my call." She didn't have to answer to him or anyone else.

"Dunno, for all I know you could be waiting for Captain America to show up and knock your teeth out." Why else would he set up camp here? For shits and giggles?

The longer he made her wait the more irritated and annoyed she became. How hard was it to hand back a simple picture? Her eyes narrowed ever so slightly at him. They had a deal. They exchanged information and now they could part ways. A clean break for the two of them. She could find answers and he...could continue to live in a museum.

"I know you're not stupid enough to make threats to me." Her hand slowly moved back to her side.

"Do you really want t'fight? We know the outcome of it." They would fight their hardest, leaving bruises, marks and scrapes on the other. Someone would get shot at, possibly wounded and some how, some way, it would cause both of them to fall back to their old routine where their clothes would vanish and they'd experience a warmth and bliss that only came from releasing tension.

"Save us both the time and give me the photo back."
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-01 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
The weight of his gaze on her was just a bit disconcerting, mostly since she wasn’t sure she could properly identify exactly the feelings that were flickering on them and maybe it was better if she didn’t, the last thing she needed was further distraction and she was quite adept at ignoring certain things and be able to focus on what was the most important thing at the moment.

She wasn’t sure if that was meant to be a compliment or not, but she supposed she had to be smart enough to recognize that, after all, wasn’t she a symbol herself and it would have really been rather sad if she hadn’t been able to understand his message. When he moved, she kept her position, knowing by experience that she shouldn’t completely trust he wouldn’t attack her just yet. “I thought I was in a world free of that ideology already.” And she truly had, she had thought she had taken the one responsible for this already. “Yet here they are still, there can be fewer heads but they might always come back.”

How long it had taken Zola to single handedly recover the organization, in the shadows and right under the noses of SHIELD, it was something she will rather not think about since thinking about Zola, sent her to the path of thinking about what they had done to the man in front of her.

Noticing the now close distance between them, she took a little step back and braced herself for anything while she met his eyes firmly, refusing to look away. “You were the closest person in my life, my closest friend and companion, even when I had nothing you were always at my side.” It was hard to put into simple words what Bucky, what he meant to her.
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[personal profile] cloneororiginal 2014-06-01 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm interested t'see how deep the rabbit hole goes." It was her choice to know where she came from, who she was created after or from. After that...she didn't know what she'd do. Maybe this adventure would bring her some closure and in the process take care of some of the people who thought her weak. Maybe even find that bitch, Rachel and do her in.

A growl rose up in her throat watching him carefully tuck her photo away. Fine, he could keep it. She had the photo memorized enough to do well without it. But no, he wanted to force his way to go with her. Why? Didn't he want to fight someone else or...do whatever it is he liked doing these days.

"Let it slip, then. I know they're after me and if more come to the party, the more fun I'll have." Sarah wasn't backing down from the issue. He wasn't coming. There was no need for them to fall back into their old habits, even if a tiny part of her did like his company.

"If you want your own fun find it elsewhere, Barnes."
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[personal profile] cloneororiginal 2014-06-01 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
"It's about bloody glory!" Sarah snapped, growing more frustrated and annoyed with him as the seconds ticked on. There was no way she could've expected him to want to tag along with her. She was prepared to do things on her own. Prepared to handle her business, even if it meant she might die from it.

If she did die, at least it would be because she was doing something she wanted to do.

"You're one t'talk, considering your handy work outside." It wouldn't be that hard to hide a dead body or more. Thus far she had done well for herself, keeping her tracks covered unless she wanted to be found. But, he was the best tracker around. Even if she walked away from him, he'd find her. He always found her.

"Make me," she hissed back with anger in her brown eyes. He was doing a far better job of pushing her buttons than she was doing to him. Her fingers were itching to draw her weapon out and shot him. He'd evade her shots, of course and knowing her luck, one would ricochet and end up going through her instead.
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-01 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
She knew he was right and well she had known that even before he had told her that, she had realized that Hydra was going to be an entity that was never going to truly disappear, the realization had hit her since the moment she had discovered the organization was still alive and thriving within the one that she was slowly dedicating her life to and that Peggy had helped to create, something that had enraged her a bit, and she could probably dedicate her life to try to eradicate it, but then she couldn’t quite oversee the world had also other threats asides from them.

“I am quite aware of that.” Though it was probable that their ideas of elimination differed like an abysm, she had seen his methods and idea to achieve that mean piled outside the museum, and in truth she was still on the fence about what exactly could be done to contain them, killing just wasn’t her style but then there was also a part of her that hated them so much, she didn’t wanted to lose sight of herself when it came to this.

There was a small frown on her face at his words. “I never said you didn’t mean anything to me, I wouldn’t have gone after you if you were nothing to me.” And yes the wounded look hurt her, it did, but she tried to keep her expression composed, not knowing what could be perceived as weakness for him right now. “I never left you behind, but I couldn’t force you to something you might not have wanted or felt ready for, we made a promise a long time ago and I always keep those, Bucky.”
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[personal profile] cloneororiginal 2014-06-01 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
As much as she wanted to deny, scream and yell at him, what he said was true. She wouldn't be able to escape him or Hydra. She would always have to live her life looking over her shoulder to see if anyone was following her. It wouldn't be much of a life, but at least it would be hers. This was all assuming she left the museum with her life still in tact. As it were she wanted to put her gun between his eyes and fire. If not that, then land a good blow to his head.

"I don't need you. Been doin' just fine without you," she hissed between gritted teeth.

He was tempting her, toying with her and doing one hell of a job of it. Either she would have to shoot something when this was all over, or get a stiff drink. Maybe both.

"I can get the information on my own. You're the one that needs a fucking distraction or a hobby..." the words were murmured to herself as she attempted to calm herself down. It wasn't working, it rarely did.

"You..." Sarah stopped herself, forcing herself to take a deep breath and take a step back.

"A fucking, god awful prick." She said the words loud enough for him to hear. There was no point in arguing anymore. He was standing by his decision and she doubted any persuasion on her part would make him change his mind.

"Fine. You can come along."
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-01 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
For a few moments she didn’t said anything to his offer, is that the reason he had lured her here? To make this kind of offer to her and it was quite a good one, an offer that appealed to the side of her that hated Hydra so much, the one that also wanted her best friend back, to have him close and be able to help him. She was sure that he probably knew more than what the organization itself probably expected him to and she was so torn right now, about what to do and think.

“So is that why you brought me here, to offer me your help to hunt down Hydra?” Well it would make sense in a bit, wouldn’t it? He was free from his ties of them and wanted to get even. She took a deep breath and slowly uncurled her fist, her fingers tingling a bit since she hadn’t realized how tight the motion had been and she shifted her fingers a bit, trying to get rid of the sensation.

Her frame tensed a bit, those words strangely hurt right now and she just gazed at him again, with a soft expression. “I have never stopped being fond of you, Buck; I don’t think a lot can change that.” And she didn’t exactly blame him for what he had done under Hydra orders.
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-01 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
And wasn’t it oddly and bittersweet ironic that he had picked this place for this reunion, no, it wasn’t ironic. He had picked this place on purpose, it was strategic of him to bring her and lure her here after all, this place held so many meanings to her and then there was his memorial, something that she couldn’t help but thing as one of her greatest failure and regret when she had failed to save him, this was done on purpose and now…now she wasn’t sure if he had done it to hurt her further or taunt her. It made something in her twist at any of those possibilities.

“Of course I remember, just like old times, right?” And maybe that sounded a bit bitter and wistful, back then it had been them and the commandos against the world, they were the only remaining two and still seventy years later they still needed to take care of them. But if she went that way, well, they wouldn’t exactly be alone, there was Sam and maybe the others might be willing to help.

She was snapped back at his sudden motion, everything in her coiled and she reacted, barely managing to stop the hit when she realized what he was doing. Her eyes widened in sheer shock and her body trembled a bit, still getting down from the sudden rush of adrenaline and waiting for her muscles and body to relax. Her arms fell to her sides and she stood there for a bit, processing this, she couldn’t ignore the plea from her friend, the person she had been searching and hunting to be able to help out, bring him out of that darkness and here he was asking that.

Closing her eyes, she takes a deep breath and tries to relax herself even further before opening her eyes again and looking at him, she hated seeing him in this position, had Hydra ever forced him to do this and she couldn’t help to feel a bit angry at that. “Get up!” And she nearly winced at how her voice sounded at that, before taking a deep breath. “Get up; you don’t need to kneel in front of me.”
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-01 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
It was quite hard for her to be the only to remember all of those things, all those memories and times they have shared in the past, it always hurt to know that she was nothing but glimpses of memories of the two people that had meant the world to her, Bucky barely remembered her and Peggy eventually forgot and then was back to acting as if she was seeing for the first time, it was a bit discouraging and she tried not to let that take her down and settle herself with the knowledge they were still alive at least.

There was a small stutter in her breath when he mentioned the cold, she also remembered being cold, when she had crashed that plane and then it had only been the rush of icy cold water, the freezing temperature seeping into her bones and then she had slipped into sweet oblivion and darkness, at the very least comforted she had managed to save many lives and was probably going to see her mother and Bucky soon, but nothing was easy and here she was.

It has rather hopeful whisper of her name, it brought something that she wasn’t sure how to interpret, it sounded as the kind of whispers she had heard men and women alike expel on the few times she had been in church and they had been praying to any holy being that was listening and it made her feel as if chains were being wrapped around her, tangling her to him in a way that she might dread in a future.

She didn’t fail to notice how quickly he followed her instructions and it just made that invisible thing between them tighten more, it worried her just a bit and she took a deep breath. “Alright…alright, I’m not going to leave you.” And why couldn’t she help but feeling as if she had sold her soul to the devil. “I…I need to call Sam, give me a second.”
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[personal profile] capwolf 2014-06-01 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
He looked down at the red light and then followed it back up so that by the time Bucky was speaking, Steve was looking at him. "I'm flattered that your opinion of me's that high and all, but you're wrong."

No, not he alone. He was pretty sure he hadn't done anything truly alone in his life. There'd been Bucky or Howling Commandos, or Avengers, or Sam and Nat, or even SHIELD. He didn't work alone. Other people worked with him and god dammit he wasn't a lone wolf. His pack was loose, scattered, he was sometimes introverted as hell, but he wouldn't have accomplished much alone.
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[personal profile] capwolf 2014-06-01 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve stepped back, but he only did it so that he could keep his eyes on Bucky. Whoever or whatever he was, he'd meant what he'd said. "To the end of the line," he repeated. He ignored any feelings that might have roused, hearing those words in that tone. "And I didn't say I didn't like your gift, I just said I wasn't the only one who understood the difficulty."

He paused, but only for a moment. Could he have gotten up there? Yeah. He could now, actually, but he didn't see much point. Not yet, anyway. "You coming down?"

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