She tried not to frown at him and refrained herself from telling him he was still a person, since she was sure he wasn’t going to believe that and vehemently deny it or worse just accept it just because she had said that he was, they might have made him believe he was a weapon and was nothing better than the purpose they have set for him, but he was still a human being, one that had gone through hell and sure she couldn’t change what had happened to him, what had been done to his mind, but she could try to help him deal with it, work past it and try to accept it or at least be close to it.
“…Do you really think I don’t know all the things that were done to you and what you have done? That I am not aware of all the pain that was forced upon you and the lives you took, that you can easily turn on me if something triggers you and that I can be as much in danger with you as if I somehow manage to fall into the hands of Hydra? I could have walked away from you a long time ago but I am here with you and willing to take that gamble, and that might make me stupid, but it doesn’t change that I am not walking away and leaving you behind again.” She takes a deep breath and shrugs a bit. “If you turn on me and kill me, then so be it, it was the gamble I took and I will deal with the consequences, so don’t worry about it anymore.”
She moved to take a seat now and glared at the wall, it was better to aim her anger at that than him at the moment, considering his last statement. “Also you’re an idiot if you think I am just going to synch you to just go and die with any enemy, you don’t want me to die and leave you, and I don’t want you to do the same, so don’t you dare suggesting something like that again, Barnes.” With that she stood up, gathered the file that had been left crumbled on the bed and to decide what to do with it afterwards, before finally leaving his room.
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“…Do you really think I don’t know all the things that were done to you and what you have done? That I am not aware of all the pain that was forced upon you and the lives you took, that you can easily turn on me if something triggers you and that I can be as much in danger with you as if I somehow manage to fall into the hands of Hydra? I could have walked away from you a long time ago but I am here with you and willing to take that gamble, and that might make me stupid, but it doesn’t change that I am not walking away and leaving you behind again.” She takes a deep breath and shrugs a bit. “If you turn on me and kill me, then so be it, it was the gamble I took and I will deal with the consequences, so don’t worry about it anymore.”
She moved to take a seat now and glared at the wall, it was better to aim her anger at that than him at the moment, considering his last statement. “Also you’re an idiot if you think I am just going to synch you to just go and die with any enemy, you don’t want me to die and leave you, and I don’t want you to do the same, so don’t you dare suggesting something like that again, Barnes.” With that she stood up, gathered the file that had been left crumbled on the bed and to decide what to do with it afterwards, before finally leaving his room.