She knew that it was going to be hard to deal with him, she had known and Sam had tried to prepare her for it, letting her know that she was going to have more than a handful with dealing with Bucky, considering all the damage, once or if they ever found him but reality was harder than expectation and she wasn’t surprised, it made her wonder if she was the right person he needed at the moment and if she was enough for this, while she wasn’t as broken as him there were some aspects of her life that she still needed to work on and yes, maybe she wasn’t what Bucky needed right now.

After a quick drop by in her room, leaving the file, the phone and the gun a different place –not that she didn’t thought Bucky couldn’t find them, and after standing in her room for a few moments, she once again walked out and closed the door behind her, she needed to step out for a bit, she couldn’t stay inside anymore, she was feeling so trapped in here and she was just a wreck, and she was thankful this place had a fenced backyard and she could go there for the time being.

It was also on her luck that the door for the backyard was quiet enough and she could pry it open without much of a fuss, shivering just a bit since the temperature was dropping, but she didn’t cared at the moment and just sat in one of the new chairs Stark had provided for this place, bending her legs against her chest and resting her forehead against her knees, her shoulders might be shaking a bit or not, it was only natural to get some sort of relief and if hers came in just some barely there tears so be it, she will have it out of her system and then she will be back to what and how she needed to be.