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Character: James "Bucky" Barnes &
Time period: Post-CA: TWS
Warnings: Obsessive Bucky on the loose.


At first, independence had seemed like one of his better ideas, but he had begun to revise his opinion once he had verified certain truths, taken noted of the factions searching for him, and realizing that the world was a wide landscape where a man could get lost. After he had rearmed himself from the bodies of two Hydra agents, a drug dealer, and a gang banger, he had come to realize that slipping away, hiding, being nothing at all was very easy, too easy.

He had been built on the foundation of a command structure for more than seventy years. Even before the blurred vagueness of falling, he knew order and military command. Aside from mashed up images, feelings and impressions, he knew that he had to have some manner of structure in his life. With no more commands down the line, he loitered, slipping through the shadows on Washington for awhile, finding the unsavoury places and people, leaving a few bodies in his wake and not particularly caring that they were found and televised either. A weapon bared he moved through the chaos at first because it was all he knew, listless for anything but the violence he had played a role in for so long. It lost it's purpose without the trigger of structure.

His world stagnated as he avoided those who hunted him, and he cared little for the lives he took when they found him. They came to command him because they thought he would simply bow to old standards, that he would go back to being his code name if they applied even electricity to his brain. They hadn't earned the right to command him. They were weaker than he, hadn't even survived a single encounter when he decided to throw his weight back at them. They were weak men, lost in words and hiding behind guns and dying in the shadows of buildings and trees.

Slowly, resolution began to form from the ashes of his lost command structure. He decided he would allow himself to be commanded again, that he yearned to be commanded by someone with the strength of both character and body to overtake him or at least bow him slightly with respect. Pierce had been like that, he reflected. The man hadn't needed to physically harm him to command his respect, though he remembered well being struck when he required the prompt. A few others had commanded a similar reaction deep in his guts, and his attention snapped over to them. One at a time, he decided. One searched, the other could be found if he looked.

He had been lost for a few months, considering leaving to go to Brooklyn for more pieces of an old puzzle, but he was drawn back into Washington because beating information out of a SHIELD agent had satisfied him that he would get what he wanted. As a ghost story, he knew that the only way to get proper attention was to do something not only obvious but dramatic. His depth of dramatic no doubt would be very different from others that he knew existed, but like a well-trained dog returning to his master, he knew how to get the attention that was needed to invite a recall command.

Hydra agents were not easy to find in large quantities in Washington anymore, most arrested or underground and hiding. It took him two days to find a nest of the vipers, using the old underground tunnels that he knew well. He'd ended them to prove he might not be under command, but it was something worth earning given his skills. Their bodies were left in obvious Hydra uniforms and symbols and piled high in front of the Smithsonian. As if the symbol of his loyalty degradation wasn't enough, none of the corpses had heads, and he had piled them in such a way that he could sit atop the whole mess and lounge there as obvious as the start of a new day.

Media and police were one thing, not that interesting, but he let them think they had command of him for a moment. Let them show his face around for SHIELD and Hydra and them to know he was here. Meaningless orders were ignored, people's reactions only earned a turning of his cheek in dismissal before he knew that the police presence would be a problem to slip away from. Instead he slipped from his lounging perch to ignore warnings and breaking into the Smithsonian because it suited him there. It seemed a fitting place to bow to the command of someone worthy.
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welp damn hitting where it hurts buck -_-

[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-05-30 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
The sound of the sirens worried her just a bit, she really hoped no one tried to make their way in before she was done scooping the situation here, she had no doubt that it was probably going to add to the already impressive body count and that was the last thing she wanted right now, the best thing she could do was to see what he wanted, try to deal with it as best as she could before anyone had the bright idea of breaking in.

She knew she could go looking for him, but considering how that had gone all of these months, it was best for her to remain where she was and let him come to her, because she knew he was going to come and she stood as tall and calm as the situation allowed it to her. But her mind was maybe a bit of a mess, maybe what had happened all those months ago, the fact that he had saved her life had been a fluke and he was coming to finish that? But then that didn’t explain his display, since the message had been clear, brutal but clear.

To her credit she didn’t flinched or showed anything that could be perceived as weakness when he appeared, her eyes just quickly looked him over, to check if he was hurt and know if he was poised to attack –which he wasn’t not yet, before meeting his eyes unflinchingly. “I didn’t give up on you.” And she really hadn’t. “And I haven’t lost my hope either, but you didn’t wanted to be found then, were you Bucky? So I assumed that you were going to be the one to find me or let me know somehow you were ready for me to find you.”

She refrains from saying that she doesn’t quite appreciate the way he had to deliver that message, she doesn’t needs to do so, he probably knew already.
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darn him and trying to manipulate her

[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-01 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Somehow she wasn’t surprised that he didn’t appeared wounded, but what exactly would she have done if he had been? It’s not as if she could easily approach him as it had happened in the past, he was still a bit of blank for her when it came to his motivations. Stephanie raised a small eyebrow at that lost comment, she hadn’t exactly been waiting an answer from him and much less one like that, briefly she wondered if she should take the chance to ask if he remembered anything, but probably this wasn’t the best time for it.

Her fingers curled into fists, she really didn’t appreciate having seen his message and it had taken her just a bit to get over the shock of it. “It would have been a bit hard to miss, don’t you think?”

A pile of bodies with a man easily lounging on them as it was a throne straight from anyone’s nightmares was blatant enough, but not a lot of people would have been able to truly know the real messages the uniforms and probably the decapitation was meant to convey, which had been a very loud and clear for her. “And now here we are.” She tilted her head a bit. “Now what was supposed to happen after I answered to your message, Bucky?”
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-01 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
The weight of his gaze on her was just a bit disconcerting, mostly since she wasn’t sure she could properly identify exactly the feelings that were flickering on them and maybe it was better if she didn’t, the last thing she needed was further distraction and she was quite adept at ignoring certain things and be able to focus on what was the most important thing at the moment.

She wasn’t sure if that was meant to be a compliment or not, but she supposed she had to be smart enough to recognize that, after all, wasn’t she a symbol herself and it would have really been rather sad if she hadn’t been able to understand his message. When he moved, she kept her position, knowing by experience that she shouldn’t completely trust he wouldn’t attack her just yet. “I thought I was in a world free of that ideology already.” And she truly had, she had thought she had taken the one responsible for this already. “Yet here they are still, there can be fewer heads but they might always come back.”

How long it had taken Zola to single handedly recover the organization, in the shadows and right under the noses of SHIELD, it was something she will rather not think about since thinking about Zola, sent her to the path of thinking about what they had done to the man in front of her.

Noticing the now close distance between them, she took a little step back and braced herself for anything while she met his eyes firmly, refusing to look away. “You were the closest person in my life, my closest friend and companion, even when I had nothing you were always at my side.” It was hard to put into simple words what Bucky, what he meant to her.
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-01 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
She knew he was right and well she had known that even before he had told her that, she had realized that Hydra was going to be an entity that was never going to truly disappear, the realization had hit her since the moment she had discovered the organization was still alive and thriving within the one that she was slowly dedicating her life to and that Peggy had helped to create, something that had enraged her a bit, and she could probably dedicate her life to try to eradicate it, but then she couldn’t quite oversee the world had also other threats asides from them.

“I am quite aware of that.” Though it was probable that their ideas of elimination differed like an abysm, she had seen his methods and idea to achieve that mean piled outside the museum, and in truth she was still on the fence about what exactly could be done to contain them, killing just wasn’t her style but then there was also a part of her that hated them so much, she didn’t wanted to lose sight of herself when it came to this.

There was a small frown on her face at his words. “I never said you didn’t mean anything to me, I wouldn’t have gone after you if you were nothing to me.” And yes the wounded look hurt her, it did, but she tried to keep her expression composed, not knowing what could be perceived as weakness for him right now. “I never left you behind, but I couldn’t force you to something you might not have wanted or felt ready for, we made a promise a long time ago and I always keep those, Bucky.”
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-01 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
For a few moments she didn’t said anything to his offer, is that the reason he had lured her here? To make this kind of offer to her and it was quite a good one, an offer that appealed to the side of her that hated Hydra so much, the one that also wanted her best friend back, to have him close and be able to help him. She was sure that he probably knew more than what the organization itself probably expected him to and she was so torn right now, about what to do and think.

“So is that why you brought me here, to offer me your help to hunt down Hydra?” Well it would make sense in a bit, wouldn’t it? He was free from his ties of them and wanted to get even. She took a deep breath and slowly uncurled her fist, her fingers tingling a bit since she hadn’t realized how tight the motion had been and she shifted her fingers a bit, trying to get rid of the sensation.

Her frame tensed a bit, those words strangely hurt right now and she just gazed at him again, with a soft expression. “I have never stopped being fond of you, Buck; I don’t think a lot can change that.” And she didn’t exactly blame him for what he had done under Hydra orders.
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-01 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
And wasn’t it oddly and bittersweet ironic that he had picked this place for this reunion, no, it wasn’t ironic. He had picked this place on purpose, it was strategic of him to bring her and lure her here after all, this place held so many meanings to her and then there was his memorial, something that she couldn’t help but thing as one of her greatest failure and regret when she had failed to save him, this was done on purpose and now…now she wasn’t sure if he had done it to hurt her further or taunt her. It made something in her twist at any of those possibilities.

“Of course I remember, just like old times, right?” And maybe that sounded a bit bitter and wistful, back then it had been them and the commandos against the world, they were the only remaining two and still seventy years later they still needed to take care of them. But if she went that way, well, they wouldn’t exactly be alone, there was Sam and maybe the others might be willing to help.

She was snapped back at his sudden motion, everything in her coiled and she reacted, barely managing to stop the hit when she realized what he was doing. Her eyes widened in sheer shock and her body trembled a bit, still getting down from the sudden rush of adrenaline and waiting for her muscles and body to relax. Her arms fell to her sides and she stood there for a bit, processing this, she couldn’t ignore the plea from her friend, the person she had been searching and hunting to be able to help out, bring him out of that darkness and here he was asking that.

Closing her eyes, she takes a deep breath and tries to relax herself even further before opening her eyes again and looking at him, she hated seeing him in this position, had Hydra ever forced him to do this and she couldn’t help to feel a bit angry at that. “Get up!” And she nearly winced at how her voice sounded at that, before taking a deep breath. “Get up; you don’t need to kneel in front of me.”
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-01 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
It was quite hard for her to be the only to remember all of those things, all those memories and times they have shared in the past, it always hurt to know that she was nothing but glimpses of memories of the two people that had meant the world to her, Bucky barely remembered her and Peggy eventually forgot and then was back to acting as if she was seeing for the first time, it was a bit discouraging and she tried not to let that take her down and settle herself with the knowledge they were still alive at least.

There was a small stutter in her breath when he mentioned the cold, she also remembered being cold, when she had crashed that plane and then it had only been the rush of icy cold water, the freezing temperature seeping into her bones and then she had slipped into sweet oblivion and darkness, at the very least comforted she had managed to save many lives and was probably going to see her mother and Bucky soon, but nothing was easy and here she was.

It has rather hopeful whisper of her name, it brought something that she wasn’t sure how to interpret, it sounded as the kind of whispers she had heard men and women alike expel on the few times she had been in church and they had been praying to any holy being that was listening and it made her feel as if chains were being wrapped around her, tangling her to him in a way that she might dread in a future.

She didn’t fail to notice how quickly he followed her instructions and it just made that invisible thing between them tighten more, it worried her just a bit and she took a deep breath. “Alright…alright, I’m not going to leave you.” And why couldn’t she help but feeling as if she had sold her soul to the devil. “I…I need to call Sam, give me a second.”
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-03 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
This was a very disconcerting situation and she knew something was so wrong, wrong, and wrong in this scenario, but then if she stopped to think about it, just how had she expected this confrontation to be if she had managed to catch him back then? She would be lying if she said she had expected something this, well, smooth and she had kind of been prepared to fight him all over again in the case scenario and, she will ruefully admit this was a bit anticlimactic, despite that she was getting what she had hoped. Now she needed to think how she was going to handle him, she still wasn’t sure about what he might do.

She took a deep breath and she tried not to dwell much on this right now, the first thing she needed to do was get Bucky out of here while she had his cooperation or something, then she was going to think about the proper way to see about keeping a delicate balance between them and find a way to keep Natasha from trying to kill him or the rest for that matter since they didn’t exactly approved of her search for him.

“I guess you’re right.” As it was, she wasn’t sure if people knew she was here or if they were going to send a team in, which might set Bucky off like a bomb and she didn’t needed that. “Alright then, get us out of here and then I will contact Sam.”
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-03 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
The possibility of the call being tracked was one of the reasons she decided to wait before actually doing it, she didn’t wanted to get Sam further involved in this if things went downhill and without having the aid of SHIELD at the moment she didn’t exactly had safe lines to communicate or at least not till Tony provided with those, since had mentioned something about giving devices to the team just in case, but she had needed to improvise for the time being with cheap and disposable phones, and since had only one shot to contact Sam it was better to do it away from here.

Stephanie hesitated for a few seconds, this could still be a trap after all, before finally sighing and following him, like most of her action here she will need to take her chances and be prepared in case he turned around and attacked her, needing to be ready to take him on as needed. The silence that fell between them wasn’t exactly comfortable, but she was kind of thankful for it since she still didn’t know what she could tell him and she wasn’t sure she wanted a conversation right now.

There was just a small quirk of her eyebrow at that comment, considering how vulnerable New York had proved to be lately she could see a point, but she supposed that regardless the city, New York could still pose a good example to use here in DC or anywhere else, which is proven just right when he does finds his way around. Again there was a moment of hesitation about follow his lead, but she had gotten here so far and she might as well go all the way, so moves down the hatch and it’s not till then that she remembers the security cameras, that were probably still working and will see Captain America leaving with the man that had killed all of those former Hydra agents.

Well damn, now that was a huge damage control she will need to prepare herself for.
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-04 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
The sound of the hatch falling shut echoed around her with such a finality it made her a bit wary, it wasn’t because she was trapped in such a small and questionable place with him, but it felt different –a bit more symbolic perhaps that she was finally leaving behind or quitting to whatever normalcy she had managed to build up when she had woken up in this confusing new era and that things from this point on would either be too damn difficult or not, she was going into the dark here with her former best friend.

She wasn’t even startled at his voice and she only made a small sound of acceptance before going after him, counting on the deliberate sounds he was making to let her know where he was and the slight sliver of light from that flashlight while making their way out of the museum and trying very hard to tell herself this had been the logical action, she couldn’t afford letting anyone confront Bucky just yet, enough people had died already.

“Hmm, anywhere is fine at the moment.” She really didn’t had a place in mind at the moment, mostly because there were other things going on through her mind.
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-04 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
It had crossed her mind that he could indeed leave her here, if that’s what he wanted which she somehow doubted since she had a feeling he had gotten what he wanted, but she still took the time to try to learn their steps and the way they were coming from in case she needed to get back, she didn’t had an ability to memorize so many things (some rather useless) for nothing and it was going to aid her in this case if she needed it and it was better to be safe than sorry.

She really had no idea how long they moved, only that they had apparently trekked quite a significant distance from the Smithsonian now and it will clearly take her awhile if she was left down here, but she could still make the trek back. The smaller tunnel was a bit of a bother now that she was taller, of course not as tall as Bucky but she wasn’t as small and the same wisp of a thing she had been before the serum, but she still followed him.

There was no surprise at the ease in which he moved and she followed with probable the same ease in her motions, what caused her to raise an eyebrow was their destination and how desolated the park was, which probably worked on their favor at the moment. While he was stretching, she searched for her means of contact with Sam but didn’t call him right away, could she really take Bucky there or was she going to be placing Sam in danger here? She still had her apartment here but they could track her there, well, damn maybe she should have thought about this better.
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[personal profile] eleutheria 2014-06-04 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
There really wasn’t a lot of time to be wasting here and she needed to come with a plan right now, with a small sigh she decided to just go ahead and call Sam, she had also made a promise to him before they went to search for Bucky and she wasn’t in the habit to break those, especially not to a person that had helped her so much all this time when it came to looking for her former best friend. It didn’t take long for Sam to pick up, clearly waiting for her call and sounding relieved she was still alive and fine.

Without really noticing, she moved away from Bucky while she spoke with Sam, telling him what had happened and giving him a head’s up about the new situation. The exchange was quick and right to the point; once the call was over she turned to look at Bucky. “Come on then.” She started to walk, crushing the phone on the way and disposing of it. “I need to figure out what we’re going to do next.”

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the movies?

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so you feel my pain lol

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