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Saturday, May 31st, 2014 05:55 pm
the best friends to more meme

There's nothing in this world quite like a true, blue best friend that you can rely on. They've been with you through thick and thin, good and bad. You want to have fun? They're the first person you look for, because they always know how to bring the best out in you. You need a shoulder to cry on? Don't worry, they're already here. You need to bury a body? ...you should probably reconsider your priorities, but you know your best friend will be there with a shovel and a smile. You'd never ruin this friendship for ANYTHING in the world.

Something's brewing that may do just that, though. One of you has feelings, has for a long time, and that spells trouble. Unless you keep that to yourself and remain platonic, of course. Repression in this case might be a good thing.

Only it's too late. The cat's out of the bag, whether it's by confession or by accident. What to do, what to do? If feelings aren't returned, can you turn down a friend, or will you force something that isn't there just to make them happy? If feelings are returned, will you risk changing the perfect thing you have?
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Monday, June 2nd, 2014 10:37 pm (UTC)
Well she might need to get used to having the look he was currently giving her aimed at her, not that she hadn’t seen it before but yes first time it was meant for her and she was bravely trying not to flush even more, she knew he was probably enjoying it way too much and she didn’t wanted to give him that satisfaction just yet. Somehow she doubted their relationship was going to change that much, except with the fact there might be more smooth talking and flirting from his part, okay and maybe kissing oh…God…how was she going to deal with that!?

And yes her attempts at keeping the flush on her cheeks at bay suffered such a painful and slow death right now, she really thought she was a bit more immune to his charms. “Fine,” She looked down for a bit, trying to hide her face now. “I will lie down with you for a bit, but after that you’re going to get something to eat, alright?”
Tuesday, June 3rd, 2014 04:52 am (UTC)
As unused as she was to the looks and the attention, it made him happy and given all that he had gone through –from being on the field, which had apparently been an experience that had been so hard for him and then being kidnapped, tortured even, being able to give him a bit happiness over this mayhem was good for her and well, she was probably going to get used to all the attention and probably even enjoy it, considering how close they already were the transition really shouldn’t be that hard from friendship to more and she was more than sure everyone was going to realize the change right away.

A small smile appeared on Steph’s face at the rather familiar motion, with a mild of her eyes she moved to take a seat on the cot and moved to take off her boots, she wasn’t going to get in there and dirty the sheets giving more trouble to others, before she moved to lie down on her side and just looked at him with another amused smile. “Are you happy now, Buck?”
Wednesday, June 4th, 2014 03:39 am (UTC)
It was probably a bit sad how easily she could give in to some of his requests sometimes, the whole reason she had agreed to those silly double dates he planned was due to him poking her enough, and it shouldn’t be surprising that it wouldn’t be different right now, but then it wouldn’t hurt to indulge him and it’s not like if he couldn’t eat something later, even if she still thought that was something he needed to do before cuddling her.

Besides in a way she kind of needed the comfort of his closeness and to further reassure herself that he was here and alive, she had after all gone through that suicidal mission for him. A small sigh escapes her lips when he settles behind her, basking in the familiar comfort of the position despite where they are at the moment. “Well you were not happy when I ended picking fight with bullies on a nearly daily basis, remember?”
Wednesday, June 4th, 2014 06:33 pm (UTC)
Stephanie supposed that right now there was supposed to be a different meaning for them doing this, but it didn’t exactly felt different altogether, except for the fact they had apparently stopped beating around the bush when it came to feelings, not that she thought they had been exactly doing that all these years, no matter what their parents and rest of the people around them had claimed, in that case she supposed this shift in their feelings had happened as the natural course of things like most aspects of their friendship.

There’s a light laugh at that and she shook her head a bit. “It wouldn’t have hurt you to tell me that more often, instead of scolding me so much.” And God, he had nagged at her so much back then and it was clear she wasn’t the only one that could do that, with a small smile she moved to press a bit more against him. “Let’s see if you keep thinking like that later.”
Friday, June 6th, 2014 04:18 am (UTC)
It really wasn’t till she was lying down with him pressed against her back that she realized just how tired she was, there really hadn’t been much of a chance for her to catch a bit of a break, she had been moving around telling everything that she remembered of what she had seen in the base and taking the time to check on the rest of the men she had helped to bring back to the camp, she hadn’t wanted felt comfortable not knowing how they were doing and only then she finally had time to come check on Bucky. She rolled her eyes a bit. “Well I don’t think anyone would have encouraged that, but really some of them just had it coming.” Honestly it had been a bit appealing to her morals just how some people could be. “Besides I am sure you wouldn’t have been happy if I just, well, allowed some to take liberties they shouldn’t with my person.”

She’s quiet for a bit, listening to the still ongoing activity around the camp and kind of being thankful no one had come to look for her yet, she wasn’t exactly pleased at the prospect of this moment ending too quickly. “Yes, it got me in some trouble, but it was so worth it.” Not only had she aided so many, but she had brought Bucky back and she had a bit proud at the look and words Peggy gave her when she returned, happy that she hadn’t made the woman place her faith in her for nothing. “…I…I really don’t want to imagine what would have happened if I hadn’t arrived when I did.”
Friday, June 6th, 2014 07:32 pm (UTC)
Falling asleep was just such a sweet and tempting possibility right now, in retrospect, if she tried enough she could pretend they were back in Brooklyn and their rundown apartment, maybe a small part of her wouldn’t have minded if that had been the case, but there were other things going on in the world and maybe once those were over they could think about it, as it was she wasn’t sure if they were even going to be together after he recovered or not. “Well at least with my words I did, I think I got more hits than what I could deliver.” And wasn’t that the truth, just like afterwards she was left with a feeling of disgust and dread that that people had not cared she was a woman to try and beat her up, making her wonder just how many more like that were in the world. “That’s why I never worried, I always knew that.”

Her body tenses a bit at that deliberately cold yet truthful words, if she had been a few days late maybe Bucky would have died and just the thought of losing him, it’s really something she will rather not think about. “Well then, good I arrived when I did.” With a small sigh she moved to rest one of her hands over the arm that was draped over her waist, as if it belonged there and it probably did now. “How…how are you feeling after…everything?” She hadn’t been able to ask him that either and she wanted to know if he was fine or needed to talk about it to get closer to being fine.
Saturday, June 7th, 2014 07:06 am (UTC)
“I tried at the very least even if the outcome rarely paid off and it ended with you getting in trouble as well trying to get me out of being killed.” And come to think of it, he had kept her alive in more than one occasion, it wasn’t only the fighting but also the wars that her own body started during the winters or the start of spring, or when she was unlucky enough to get sick, if he hadn’t been there she would have surely died.

She supposed that in a way going to find him could count as returning the favor, but she knew his motivation to take care of her had been the same one she had when she went to look for him. There was a small frown at his answer, it was the truth but at the same time it wasn’t, maybe he wasn’t ready to talk about all the things that had happened and she knew the military wouldn’t care if he was or not when they decided to question him. Rather careful and slowly, she turned around to face him and studied his expression, she couldn’t begin to start to imagine what they had done to him, she rested a hand on his chest and smiled at him –deciding she wasn’t going to press for answers right now. “Well I can’t promise the whiskey, but at least I will try to see if I can find decent food for you.”
Sunday, June 8th, 2014 12:51 am (UTC)
She snorted just a bit and shrugged a bit. “Well then you must be quite a saint in whatever standards friends are being measured or you raised the bar to way too high standards, since you did more than picking me up after a fight.” And she really didn’t needed to repeat all of the things he had done and how she had been so lacking in giving back the same, she had been kind of a burden most of the times due to her health, but hopefully once this was done, things were going to be different.

Her fingers idly moved to smooth the fabric of the shirt he was wearing, of course she was aware he wasn’t telling her everything, she knew him that much but she also knew when to back off when it was needed and to approach when he was ready, she just hoped that happened before they tried to force the information out of him and not care about how he exactly felt about it. “I am not babysitting you, I am just being nice to my…” She stopped there, not sure how she was supposed to end that sentence now. “…you and I don’t think that is a crime or forbidden, so I can do what I want.”
Sunday, June 8th, 2014 01:57 am (UTC)
Maybe she was being a bit blinded by her own personal bias when it came to him, he had after all been her first and only true friend, which had been such a wonder for her back then since she had lacked those and yet he had stayed and seemed to actually like her, but she knew that she wasn’t the only one that thought he was a good person. “Nah, not a lot of would have done all the things you did for me and I might be a bit biased, but hey I can be allowed to have that.”

She lightly bit her lower lip, hesitating about telling him or not, but probably it was best to do so since he was the other part of the equation. “…I am not sure how am I supposed to refer or you want me to refer to you, this is new territory for me Buck, you’re the one that has the experience here not me.” Not that she minded or was particularly jealous at remembering that, she had no claim over him beyond friendship and things had been different then. “Are you sure?”
Sunday, June 8th, 2014 02:31 am (UTC)
She chuckled just a bit. “I guess so, I mean we seemed to click instantly or at least after I stopped yelling at you when you moved in to save that first time, remember?” Had she been different she might have thought it was romantic that something like that happened, that he had come to save her like a knight in shining armor, but back then she had just been pissed at him for thinking she couldn’t defend herself and somehow that had evolved into the relationship they had right now.

Giving the circumstances and the positions they were in at the moment, she was very and painfully aware of the hand moving up her back, in a way she really hadn’t been in the past, in the past his touch had only been something to focus and keep her steady when she had been too cold to even think properly, now it was different. “Oh it seems that you lured me right where you wanted me to be, Mr. Barnes and really I don’t think I can refuse such a proposal.” And really lame way to say yes, but she had in a way; a small sigh escaped her lips. “It’s alright; you know that when you’re ready to talk about it, I will listen.”