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Tuesday, October 11th, 2016 07:45 pm
Who: James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
When: When Bucky is recruited
What: Giant werewolf is brow-beat by a fiesty little human best friend to bite on the full moon so that Steve can also join the war effort.
Warnings: TBA


[When he had been a puppy, he had been found cold, wet and abandoned by a pack on the run. The rain had been heavy the last few days, and he soft whining had attracted nothing in the way of help. Close to the orphanage and in a time when so many children were being left under government care, he had been found by a small blond boy. Inside that thread-bear jacket, against ribs that protruded too much and with a wheeze to he breath that was not his own, he had been made to feel welcome, to give up the crying whines of a pup and settle close to the new source of warmth.

Wolves of their specific kind learned to change early, usually be some mistake. He had learned with a particularly fierce sneeze, shifting from wolf pup to boy. He had no been rejected and instead had been taken to the orphanage where he learned to suppress some of his wolfish urges and take on the human ones. It was necessary for survival, but also it allowed him to be close to his best friend who needed constant minding or would be neck-deep in trouble at all hours of the day.

Steve Rogers was a fierce creature, all biting wit, knobby elbows and a cough that could bowl the other boy over. Years didn't put much in the way of weight or height on Steve, but that burning life could not be snuffed out despite many close calls. When Steve was confined to be alone, he had made certain to sneak into the room, pad over on four paws - immune to human disease - and settle in to keep his best friend warm. It was the wolf instinct, he supposed, as he needed to protect pack. Steve was as close as he thought to come.

There weren't many wolves in the big city, but their paths beyond it were clear. Once a month on the full moon, he was required to change and his dark coat gave him certain privileges when skirting the city streets and keen eyed strangers. A big dog they would say, and that was fine until he hit puberty and then big dog turned into a massive animal, long sleek black fur around his neck and the middle of his back. Always once a month he would run, and if Steve was well enough (and usually when the blond wasn't), he would take them from the city so that Steve could cling to his back as he loped through the lands beyond the press of the city. They had freedom there, a way to watch the stars, to hunt down rabbits in the bushes, to be nothing more or less than pack.

The years had been good to them. He learned to be a wolf. Steve learned to fight the limitations of body and society. It was good years filled with fighting in the streets, fighting in alleys and behind diners. Steve almost always started those fights, but he would never allow his friend to fight alone regardless of the odds.

The war came, and Steve wanted to join and it was the first fissure of their relationship. What was a human war to someone like him, one where the bullets of men couldn't hurt him, the political leans of people far beyond their station dictated who they would send overseas. It was the first time he had a distinct lack of interest in human affairs, but Steve was gamely and set on joining, on proving that all men had a right to serve. He couldn't help it; he was inspired. Steve always managed that in him.

He'd taught his best friend and human packmate how to punch, to box specifically. Teeth and claw were not fit for the trials of war, and Steve had none of those weapons. So they fought for a week, and while he said nothing of what the outcome would be, he followed Steve into the recruitment station. He, fit and able-bodied, James "Bucky" Barnes was taken for human war while Steve Rogers was rejected. It was survival of the fittest out there, and he expected to simply become a wolf and walk away from it all. Why should he fight when Steve was the one who had to go, to prove something to everyone and do right by the blond's own sense of justice?

Bucky hadn't thought about it much, thought about how he was much too big to be lounging on the narrow bed that Steve owned, how it creaked under his weight. He was on his back, all four paws in the air and rubbing his back on the blankets and listening to the springs protest with a simple sense of joy about it. His mouth hung open, tongue lapping at his lips as he wiggled and flicked his big tail. The bed was not made for him; he slept on the floor and Steve generally on top of him for warmth and comfort, but it was fun to mess the sheets.

The full moon was a few hours away, the dusk just coming about. He had no particular reason to be a wolf, but there was a simple pleasure in it within the confine space of Steve's apartment. Despite the rejection and their previous 'arguments' about him considering refusing to show up for base training, he had managed to badger Steve into agreeing to go for a long run beyond New York. It was easier to do with so many people focused on the war.

He growled playfully as he bit the pillow nearby and shook it as if killing a rabbit. His paws kicked in the air and he finally rolled off the bed, shaking out his massive body and settling the long hair around the back of his neck and down his spine. He yawned, wagging his tail and peered at the blond who was far too quiet and concentrating seriously. That usually meant trouble.

When did Steve Rogers NOT mean trouble?]


Hey pal, you've been awful quiet tonight. It's full moon! We always love the full moon, all that running! I plan on getting a fat coney tonight! Maybe it will put some meat on those ribs of yours.

[It literally took him two massive steps to come up behind Steve and rest his massive head on the back of the blond.]

Come on, cheer up! Rabbit stew!
Wednesday, November 23rd, 2016 03:32 am (UTC)
[His vision isn’t great to begin with and at night it was mostly terrible but the full moon was a boon to making it a little easier to get by. For the rest he relied on whatever invisible tether was forged between him and Bucky. He could listen for the rustle of Bucky’s steps when he wanted to be heard and while they were together in the woods he could practically sense where his best friend was. On other nights they play: hiding and seeking, rolling around in the grass and leaves. Bucky would hunt and bring back whatever game he’d chase out and they’d split it or Bucky would go find his own rabbit depending on how hungry he was. They’d run and run, he’d ride on Bucky’s back and finally when they were tired he’d curl up against Bucky’s fur and warmth and sleep.

He realized the month before was the last time for that right about when Bucky stopped. And for a second he almost wished to ask for one last run while he was still human, but a glance up at the rising moon gleaming through the trees reminded him of what Bucky had said about needing all the time they could get. Steve huffed in quiet amusement when Bucky finally realized his buttons weren’t done right. Then groaned as a whole ton of big over-affectionate wolf was on him, licking right over his face.

Steve tried to push him off, but Bucky was already darting away.]
Ugh, all right. Don’t take too long.

[Bucky was gone like a shadow again and Steve picked through the area he’d decided on, stuffing his friend’s clothes in the bag for safe keeping. He settled in the most open patch of grass, figuring it’d be better if there weren’t a lot of things around. Ending up shirtless when it was warmer wasn’t too unusual for him, but usually he ran around in his undershirt and the same brown pants he was wearing now that were designated for getting dirty. He was slow unbuttoning his shirt and pulling it off, tucking it away the same as Bucky’s clothes. When he pulled the thin threadbare cotton off next, he glanced down catching too-prominent ribs and the concave dip in the middle of his chest.

The grass was cool and ticklish under his feet once he took his shoes off. He knew Bucky didn’t give a damn about seeing him naked but he chose to keep his shorts on at least until they were ready to start. Their bag was tucked against a fallen tree a few yards away. Steve went back to the middle of the patch while he waited. Still for a handful of seconds before he started the stretch routing they did before his boxing lessons.]


Find anybody?[Steve called over once Bucky peeled himself out from the deep of the woods. There were bears sometimes. Foxes and a normal pack of wolves that didn’t care for either of them in the least.]
Wednesday, November 23rd, 2016 04:41 am (UTC)
I just didn't want to stand around-- [Steve grumbled but he stripped off his shorts, tossing them the same direction as their bag was without as much concern to their fate as the rest of his clothing. Bucky could shift if he didn't want to be ass naked in the middle of the woods. Steve couldn't.

Yet.

He straightened up to full height once he was done, his bristling quelled by the sight of Bucky's claws and the bright shine in his eyes. A shiver skirted down his spine, human instincts that spooked at something so clearly not human and dangerous no matter how strangely beautiful he appeared. His heart was off racing again, thudding against the weak cage of his ribs. A small, closed-lipped smile pulled at his lips as he stepped closer, clapping Bucky on his arm. It was good to see anticipation in his eyes instead of dread.]


Can you blame us? You get to pee on just about anything. [He squeezes meaningfully before letting go and after a moment of consideration, tipping his neck back to show off his neck in an echo of the way Bucky did whenever he got the upper hand on their tussling.]

I'm--...I'm set. This is what I want. And I'm not gonna let you down, Buck.
Wednesday, November 23rd, 2016 05:56 am (UTC)
[ Steve still reached up to thread his fingers through the back of his best friend's hair, despite Bucky's grasp. His body was wound tight at Bucky's closeness, the cellular choice between fight or fleeing swinging wildly towards the former and tusks locked with his conscious mind knowing that the creature breathing along his throat was someone trusted more than anyone else in the world. He stared up at the drift of the sky, waiting and waiting, only lulled when Bucky hummed and crooned in the same sort of aching melody as his howling songs. His heart clattered on, striving faster and faster to match something--

--and stuttering with a full-body seize when Bucky sunk wolf's teeth into his neck. Steve was no stranger to pain. He knew aches and cuts, bruises, coughs and fever-ridden agonies but this? This was sharp, fast, digging and ripping. Bucky's hands on his shoulders were all that kept him upright, he felt his legs go right out from under him as he struggled in a blind clamor to get away.

He didn't scream. Couldn't.

He choked wetly with eyes flying open.

In pure moonlight his blood looked black on Bucky's howling lips. It looked black on his own skin, his chest and Bucky's chest. The rush of his life smeared over them both. There was something hot and wrong spreading from the deep gouges of Bucky's bite created, something that tore at his muscles and started twisting to reform him heaping on a fresh new agony world's worse than the pain of the bite. Distantly, he realized this was what would kill him -- not bleeding out or any normal infection.

The bite was the curse.

The blood was the cure -- smelling healthy, strong, and familiar right under his nose. Steve opened his mouth, responding to the command pressed upon him and set his blunt teeth in gnawing frantically until the wrong searing pain crawled up his jaws and made them sharper. Blood burst onto his tongue, iron and wine and salt and earth. It filled up his mouth and he groaned, swallowing it down while dragging them both to the forest floor.]
Wednesday, November 23rd, 2016 04:09 pm (UTC)
[The bite and blood found the twisted vertebrae that made up his spine and snapped them into the sort of alignment no doctor had ever been seen the worth in trying to accomplished. Steve screamed, ragged, angry and frustrated because he couldn't. He scrambled at Bucky's chest, blunt nails scratching ineffectively raking down and trying to find something to hold as Bucky forced more blood into him. His body took it greedily, spreading down to his heart and lungs which both heaved. The high-pitched noises coming from his throat stuttering out as the change started taking over more of him.

It was trying to fix what was weakest but Steve struggled against it, a lifetime of fighting to keep breathing warring against what Bucky was telling him to do. If he didn't will his heart to keep beating it'd take the excuse and never start again. If he didn't force his lungs to keep drawing in air, they'd just give up. What kept him around was an iron-will wrapping into a shoestring compromise. There was too much for it to fix-- He wouldn't--

Steve felt his heart stop more than once and he lost track of time, lying there trapped in his own body with Bucky's arms keeping him still. He wheezed and choked, his chest struggling through the worst attack he could ever remember having. It was like all of Bucky in his wolf form was sitting on his chest. He kept trying until his mind latched back onto Bucky's urging and confirmed wordlessly that he really was dying. He was dying and he was going to leave Bucky alone, break what he swore to him.

That was scarier than any of the pain.

Giving in to the change took all of his strength. He let himself stop trying to force another breath or keep pushing blood through his lungs. He let Bucky's blood sweep through after sear of the bite. Steve went quiet, lolling against his best friend's chest pleading over and over in his head until his organs turned over and he coughed, sucking in air.

He shoved himself away from Bucky moments later, leaving a blooming red swipe from suddenly sharp-tipped fingers in his efforts. His eyes flashed blue, sharper and glowing. It needed space. He needed room. Everything was pushing out but it all hurt in a different way than before. He couldn't keep from crying out when his bones snapped or his muscles swelled. He shuddered at the ripple of fur flowing over his skin, everything in his entire being pushing over to become different.

The end result was a pale tawny-blonde wolf at least the same size as Bucky's panting heavily on the ground, twitching at the sudden overload of dirtsweatpainwoodsgrassBuckypackhomeairsweet hitting his mind.

He whined, calling out for the packmate he knew was nearby.]
Thursday, November 24th, 2016 04:14 am (UTC)
[Oh. Oh. He understood why Bucky pretty much turned to liquid in his hands when he really got to scratching him. Steve squirmed, his tail beating against the ground steadily as Bucky came to him, fingers scratching and his face burying in the ruff of of fur around his neck. Moving was strange, but right, and so easy compared to anything he knew. He kicked all four of his legs and then huffed out a happy sound, staring at paws instead of hands.]

I told you. [Bucky's scratching felt positively divine but he couldn't stay still. Steve twisted, rolling over and shoving himself up against Bucky, sniffing him all over. He smelled amazing -- strong and musky, like moss and bricks. Yipping excitedly before he was licking all over Bucky's face, darting down to investigate the fresh spill of blood with a apologetic whine before jumping back up again, lest Bucky get to clean off his face.] I told you! I promised, Buck!

[Running, well. Running was a mess of limbs and too much bulk asking for immediate locomotion. Unused to be thing this much at all, Steve scrambled away and then back, deciding it was much better to just jump on top of Bucky and clean him up. All the pain was gone. He felt...

He felt fantastic.]
Thursday, November 24th, 2016 05:11 am (UTC)
I haven't been a wolf for even ten minutes, Buck. [Steve protested with all sorts of grumbling whines as he helped Bucky heal up. Bucky's blood didn't have the same ominous weight on his tongue as it had before he'd shifted, though it still tasted just as brilliant and precious. Something that ought not to be wasted.

He nosed up against Bucky's chin when he was done, disbelief a clear expression on even on his new features. He backed up so he wasn't right on top of his packmate, circling around to try and get a good look at himself. It was hard to judge. He didn't feel much shorter than he was normally standing and he did feel bigger but Bucky was huge. There wasn't enough of him to make up a wolf that size.]


Show me? And show me how to run if you're the real expert here! [The moon was high overhead, beckoning them both. After everything with tonight Bucky deserved a good run. They both did.]
Edited 2016-11-24 05:11 am (UTC)
Thursday, November 24th, 2016 05:56 am (UTC)
[Hyperdrive was a perfect word for it. Everything was more than before, despite the bar being so low it might as well rest on the ground. He was hearing everything around them from the subtle flow of Bucky's body shifting to the distant rumble of a truck passing by the road they'd left behind. He could smell everything, see in the dark without squinting and with his mind translating the entire spectrum of color from what his eyes were taking in. The mere brush of Bucky's fur along his was so mesmerizing he barely remembered to compare how their backs ran even.

He might actually be bigger than Bucky was.

Though if he thought that, or just being a wolf himself would make Bucky less impressive, he was wrong. He appreciated all that showing off in a new way he couldn't muster up the words for. Proud, at least, that this wolf was his pack.

Steve pushed off, following after Bucky's lope with increasing confidence with each step. If he didn't think about it too hard, his body moved on its own, bounding along with every breath free and clear. Not a wheeze in sight. He brushed close to Bucky as he caught up.]
Still a fast learner. Let's go, there's that pond--

[Which was east, wasn't it? He turned sharply, still new enough on four legs that it was too sharp to do while being instantly distracted at the flash of grey fur and preyfear of a rabbit trying to dart out of sight. He didn't crash straight into the base of a tree, but it was a near thing. Steve righted himself sheepishly and took off again.] I think I'm starving.
Sunday, November 27th, 2016 06:35 am (UTC)
[There were so many times Steve wanted to come right out and say he wasn't banking on trying to get a girl's attention like Bucky did. He was all left feet on the dance floor, if he even tried -- though not too bad at it when they'd practiced at home. It seemed even less relevant now that he was a wolf too. If nobody else in the world ever turned their heads to look at him than Bucky, he'd be fine. In fact, it'd be business as usual.

Just as long as Bucky still turned to look at him -- that was all that mattered to him. And on the other side Steve could appreciate the way he hunted in a new light. He moved swiftly, a dark streak that was on it's intended prey before it could even cry out. The rabbit never had a chance. And while Steve rolled his eyes a bit at the way Bucky danced back to him, he leaned forward and gave into the instinct of licking at Bucky's muzzle in thanks.

Typically he'd have to gut, skin, clean and cook one of their kills before he could ever take a bite. Over the years he'd gotten quick at it, good with the knife he used. Now he followed the same path, nudging over the rabbit with his nose, putting one of his paws down to keep it in place as he ripped into the stomach. He didn't avoid the meat of its organs like he did before, when they'd be tossed over to Bucky. Those he wanted, grunting as he tore and shoved his nose into the warmth. It was good.

Steve resurfaced a minute later, licking at the mess around his lips. He nudged at the rabbit.]
Do you want any?

[He wasn't the only one that'd had a trying night.]
Monday, November 28th, 2016 06:10 pm (UTC)
Blame that on the guy who bit me.

[It felt, for a moment, like they were back in the flat getting ready to step out. Bucky would invariably dart in to lick some fly-away back into place with his thumb and dance his way around all of Steve's grumblings about being mothered. But he'd fix Bucky's hair up, whenever it needed it and he was pretty good with a pair of scissors after all the years they saved a few dollars by doing that on their own.

Having fur instead of skin certainly softened the insistent drag of Bucky's tongue of him as he worked over him. He barely rumbled, enjoying the attention and bumped his nose under Bucky's chin when he was done before turning back to the rest of his small meal. The promise of running properly was like a force tugging on his legs, almost stronger than his hunger. He striped off all the meat he could get at and wolfed it done in quick order, huffing with his tag beating back and forth in the air.

A full warm belly made him feel even better, re-energized and steady in his new body. Steve eased back from the remains of the rabbit, licking at his lips again.]


There. Let's go! I'm catching you one before the night's over. That's a promise.

[And he took off, kicking up leaves as he pushed into pure movement before Bucky could start grooming him again.]
Thursday, December 8th, 2016 10:23 pm (UTC)
[By the time they plunge into the woods, Steve's positive he's never done anything this exhilirating in his entire life. He kept waiting for his legs to tire, but they didn't. He kept expecting his lungs to seize, but they worked as fluid as the bellows downdown at the steel mills churning nothing but clear forest air. There were no less than six new scents hitting his nose at all times, with Bucky's scent being that constant presence he was glad for since he could just follow that when everything else felt too overwhelming.

His ears perked straight up when Bucky's howl pierced the air. All of the fur on his body went on end, the ripple of Bucky's voice shivering through to the tip of his tail. Steve felt the response rumbling up his throat before he was tilting his head up, clearing over the same bush Bucky had with room to spare and perching his front paws on top of a large rock and letting the howl burst ouf his throat.

He always loved Bucky's songs when he'd been human. They'd never sounded lonely to him because he knew Bucky wasn't alone but hearing his own voice pitch up to match was a very different thing than anything else he'd ever heard. The quick howl they shared sounded like a declaration, something achingly howl.

Steve pushed off the rock and started off again, darting right in front of Bucky to wap him on the nose with his tail.

Tag.]
Friday, December 9th, 2016 05:01 pm (UTC)
I thought I was all that before this.

[Steve went down, rolling onto his back with a clipped yip before he dissolved into nothing but fur, kicking legs and playful squirming growls. He caught Bucky's sides with his feet and part of the massive scruff around one of his shoulders with his teeth. Steve shook his head, worrying that bit of easy loose skin before he let go, shoving Bucky off of him with strong pushes before he was rolling onto his feet and barreling forward to pounce right on top of Bucky's back from the side. Playing? Playing came easy. It was a lot like their wrestling before but Bucky didn't have to worry about hurting him and he didn't have to worry about Bucky being too gentle with him.

And this was payback for all those times Bucky all but sat on him to keep him still.]


I'm no 'Brownie'.

[That poor dog. Steve nipped at one of Bucky's ears.] But she could probably be your cousin!
Monday, December 12th, 2016 08:54 pm (UTC)
[Steve danced backwards to avoid the flail of Bucky's legs, discovering he still had some work to do with getting all his coordination together with going backwards despite having a decent hand at running forwards. He half-jumped back, tried to twist to the side and ended up getting tripped by one of Bucky's leg which sent him shouldering down to the ground with a grunt.

Instead of getting up immediately he gave a huge huff while his tail started to sweep the ground once more with a mind of its own.

Steve kicked a little with his hind legs towards Bucky's chest, glancing down the sheer bulk of his of fur and the sliver of disintegrating leaves underneath them.]


If you say so, Buck. [He laughed, rolling over and hauling himself back to his feet.]

She probably won't like me much anymore, huh? [Other normal wolves kept their distance from Bucky. Dogs went either way from what they've seen. They either loved him in a sort of confused affection or were frankly terrified. Mrs. Dodger's tiny pet ranged towards shaking even more intensely than normal with a feverish pitch of whining no matter how harmless Bucky tried to make himself seem.]
Tuesday, December 13th, 2016 07:23 pm (UTC)
[There was nothing like running like this. Steve gave to Bucky's chase, ripping through the same bush and back into the field. The simplicity in running around with Bucky was the real beauty next to the fact they did so for hours, bound and rolling, growing and tussling and digging without much any other care in the world. Hell, he went ahead and peed on a few trees through the course of the night.

But they definitely scared away all the potential prey that could have successfully hunted and probably raised no few hairs with the people awake in the town but he could make himself care that much. They wandered back to the camp at some point when Bucky's stomach rumbling away got too loud and dragged out the rest of the jerky which Steve insisted on letting Bucky have the most of.

Then it was his turn to do the grooming and Steve with at it with gusto, laughing whenever he pulled back enough to survey his work. He kept wanting reach out and take a hold of Bucky's fur like he did when he used to tug burrs off him but it didn't work the same without thumbs.]


'm almost done. Do you want to keep running after this? [He swore he could practically feel the way the moon was hanging low again, this time to disappear in the drown of dawn. He wasn't tired in any way he was familiar with but could feel the exertion of the night's antics like a pleasant ache of exertion.]

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